Penname: Pamdizzle [Contact] Real name:
Member Since: 11/21/2011
Membership status: Member
Bio:

IMPORTANT NOTICE: 


While I appreciate all and any who read my stories and enjoy them, I respectfully ask that you do NOT add my Pamdizzle penname or stories thereunder to any lists on library sites such as Goodreads. 

Fic Recs on Tumblr, Livejournal, Facebook, etc--that's all fine and truly appreciated. That is a different thing entirely, and one that I fully support. The problem with adding me and my stories to Goodreads is that it not only creates a link to my work, but it also sets up an author profile for my fanfiction penname, and I find that both creepy and unsafe.


I share my work in the venues I know it is appreciated--it is for me to decide where that work goes, and while I know this is the internet, it's totally not okay with me to have all kinds of ghost profiles on websites I don't know anything about. So please, don't do this. Save a copy to your Kindle, save the links to your LJ, Tumblr, Facebook document, just please do not put me on your shelf on a library website, like Goodreads. That pulls my work out of fandom and shares it with people whose eyes it was never intended for. That is all. Thank you. 


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Hi there! Thanks for taking time to visit my profile here on the K/S Archive. I've been an author for K/S Slash for about two years now, for both AOS and TOS universes. I started reading it in the Spring of 2011, after I followed a link on Keelywolfe's Live Journal to this lovely collection of K/S stories. 

I've made a ton of friends and stumbled into a myriad of opportunities as a result of my involvement in the K/S fandom and all because we all share this common belief in and affinity for the romance that is/was Kirk and Spock. 


If you're interested in reading my original erotica--something new and exciting I'm persuing--then please visit my blog at www.ronniematthewsauthor.com or Ronnie's facebook page linked below.


You can find a copy of my first original m/m erotica short story here


I've got three more projects in the works and I'm looking forward to seeing them posted there as well.


Feel free to engage with me on facebook

You can also add me as a friend

Just tell me you're from the archive. :) I post links to new fanfiction on there for all the fandoms I write for between here and AO3.

Speaking of, if anyone is looking for the Round Robin collaboration titled Star T'Rex--a crossover between ToS and Jurassic Park, it has been deleted from this archive. Since this is the second time this has happened (it's easy to delete by mistake when you list something with multiple authors, because it shows up once for every person listed on the story in your 'My Stories' tab and all those people have the ability to delete the story), I will not be respoting it here. However, you can find it here on AO3


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Reviews by Pamdizzle
Twenty Questions by T Jonesy Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 16]
Summary:

Who says Vulcans can't master the subtle art of the tease? Originally posted in 1996.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3155 Read Count: 4180
[Report This] Published: 09/06/2005 Updated: 09/06/2005
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 03/26/2013 Title: Chapter 1: none

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH! LOL. Damn you, Spock, damn you!! My money is on Jim breaking and entering later that evening, LOLOLOL. Loved this exchange. Great job.

With Relish by jesmihr Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Why they ought to put warning labels on jars of Kersakkian relish.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5295 Read Count: 6309
[Report This] Published: 09/11/2005 Updated: 09/11/2005
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed
Date: 01/14/2012 Title: Chapter 1: With Relish

Lol. I love this story.

Let Me Go To You by Saavant Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 9]
Summary: Trapped in a strange part of the 21st century, Spock waits impatiently for his lifemate.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4175 Read Count: 3742
[Report This] Published: 11/20/2005 Updated: 11/20/2005
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02/04/2013 Title: Chapter 1: 1

I love this very much. I just rec'd it AGAIN! So I figured I should probably leave a review already to tell you how much I love that it's Spock's POV, you explanation of the dolls' sentience, Spock's soul, Jim's Ebay purchase, the third person perspective of our world as fangirls, as seen through Spock doll's eyes. I just love everything abou this. It's unique, it's on character and it definitely deserves a place on the 'favorites' list. :)

Blowing Smoke by Hypatia Kosh Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Sometimes, Spock just needs his Jimmy to take care of him.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: None
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2062 Read Count: 4685
[Report This] Published: 12/23/2005 Updated: 12/23/2005
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed
Date: 01/24/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Blowing Smoke

I like this. I'm going to have to remember to google that poem so I can read it later.

 

:D

The Best Laid Plans by Dana Austin Marsh Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 8]
Summary:

Kirk decides to use jealousy to convince Spock to bond them.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9683 Read Count: 7646
[Report This] Published: 06/14/2008 Updated: 06/14/2008
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/24/2012 Title: Chapter 1: The Best Laid Plans

This is soooooo good! Just like a future married couple--the nervous partner that just isn't quite ready yet (for all the right reasons) and the eager partner that wants nothing more than to dedicate themself to the other and their relationship--officially. lol. Reading that dynamic between these two was highly entertaining. ;)

Brief Encounter by Amanda Warrington Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 31]
Summary:

A few days before Kirk assumes command of the Enterprise, he and his Science Officer have an unexpected encounter. For their own reasons, they are both in disguise and don't recognise each other. Guess what happens... This is a rewriten version of the one that appeared in T'hy'la 11 in 1992.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14368 Read Count: 17919
[Report This] Published: 01/04/2009 Updated: 01/04/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/22/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Brief Encounter

This was awesome. I loved every second of it. ;)



Author's Response:

Thank you for the lovely feedback and the five stars! Very happy to hear you enjoyed it!  <3

...And A Bottle of Rum by Cynthia Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 22]
Summary:

Kirk and Spock play pirates while on the Shore Leave planet. Originally published in the print fanzine T’hy’la # 4, 1984.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Bondage
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5286 Read Count: 13753
[Report This] Published: 04/04/2009 Updated: 04/04/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed
Date: 03/16/2012 Title: Chapter 1: ...And A Bottle of Rum

I loved this. :) I've been meaning to read it for a while, but haven't been able to get around to it until now.

Double Dare by Acidqueen Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Summary: Kirk gets what he wants, as usual. For the ST:XI Kink Fest, prompt was:
 “Kirk/Spock/McCoy, double penetration. Preferably with Kirk on the bottom.”


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Polyamorous
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1177 Read Count: 6582
[Report This] Published: 07/19/2009 Updated: 07/19/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 07/04/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Why the fuck does this have NO reviews?? This is AWESOME!! You and I may be the only people on this site with vision of DP...except in mine, McCoy is on the bottom. ;)

...And There You Were For Me by Tkeyla Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 23]
Summary: Recovering from physical injuries can provide the opportunity to heal the emotional ones as well. A first time story (implied).
Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1719 Read Count: 17019
[Report This] Published: 07/19/2009 Updated: 07/20/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02/04/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I love this one, but at some points it kind of sounds like you're merging Jim and Spock's voice together a bit. Still, it doesn't take away from the sweetness that is this fic. :)

Wall by Ningengirai Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 15]
Summary:

To quote directly for the prompt it was written for: "First time slightly angry wall sex? And maybe, if you want, sweet second "first" time sex after they wake up or something."


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, First Time
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4390 Read Count: 8491
[Report This] Published: 08/05/2009 Updated: 08/05/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/14/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I love this fic. ;)

Coming Home by Amanda Warrington Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 110]
Summary: Set a few months into their first mission, the Enterprise is ordered to pick up a Vulcan Healer and transport him to the new colony.  Once there they are scheduled to remain and assist with the early stages of setting up the colony.  Kirk's liaison is his 'old friend' Ambassador Spock, now known as Elder Sepak, who takes the opportunity to help Kirk and Spock become better acquainted.
This story was written between May and July 2009 following the release of the reboot Star Trek movie.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chekov, Chris Pike, McCoy, Original Character(s), Sarek, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 126159 Read Count: 325340
[Report This] Published: 08/14/2009 Updated: 04/25/2012
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 04/25/2012 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Yay! Loved the epilogue. I remember reading this a long, long time ago and wishing it had one, lol. Beautiful story, deserves more reviews.



Author's Response:

Thank you so much for reading this (again) and I'm glad you still enjoyed it.  Thank you, too, for leaving your lovely comment. :)

God Bless The In Laws by Cruz Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 11]
Summary:

During a private conversation, Kirk confesses to Amanda his true feelings for Spock.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Angst
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 6350 Read Count: 9991
[Report This] Published: 09/02/2009 Updated: 09/02/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/29/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I love this story. Thought I should probably review it at least once, since I've read a hundred times...lol.

Not in Love Song by waldorph Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 17]
Summary: The five times Spock wasn't in love, and the one time he couldn't deny it anymore.
Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chapel, Chekov, McCoy, Scott, Sulu, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Character Study, Erotica, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3047 Read Count: 6605
[Report This] Published: 10/05/2009 Updated: 10/05/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/28/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Not in Love Song

*girly sigh*

Each to Their Own by Simone Allen Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 21]
Summary:

Kirk invites Spock on shore leave to Earth, planning to seduce him. But all doesn't go to plan.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Scott
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, First Time, Humor, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15398 Read Count: 9840
[Report This] Published: 11/01/2009 Updated: 11/01/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 01/26/2013 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I loved this! I've read it probably like six times whenever I need a TOS pick me up. :D



Author's Response: Thank you. I'm glad it cheers you up :)

Summary:

"Spock.  Just say 'I don't trust Starfleet not to mess up the only captain in the fleet who I can train up to my expectations and enjoys running into danger wearing a blindfold as much as I do'."


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Chris Pike, McCoy, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, First Time
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: Reboot Duo
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 33369 Read Count: 12669
[Report This] Published: 11/25/2009 Updated: 11/25/2009
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 09/20/2012 Title: Chapter 1: You'll Get There in the End (It Just Takes a While)

I just re-read and was reminded how awesome this story is. It was one of the first I read and inspired me to start writing again, non surprisingly for this fandom. So thanks for that.



Author's Response:

Thank you very, very much!  And whee!  More writing is always good.

Corrections by Annenburg Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 7]
Summary:

Virgin!Spock tries sleeping with Jim. Things don't proceed as hoped. Thankfully, Jim's pretty good at turning things around.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Erotica, Established Relationship, First Time, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2325 Read Count: 9622
[Report This] Published: 01/22/2010 Updated: 01/22/2010
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 07/05/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

In the words of lil' John: Yeeeaaaaah-yah! lol I love this fic because your virgin Spock is so right on. There's no way a virgin, even a Vulcan virgin is going to last more than a few minutes, lol. Great job!

Chemical Compatibility by Jaylee Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Written for the K/S Valentine Meme... Carol had warned him once, in her kind-yet-succinct way, that he would one day meet someone who would be able to get under his skin. He wondered what she would say if he called her now and told her of his predicament… She would probably find the entire thing vastly amusing.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Carol Marcus
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 5332 Read Count: 7174
[Report This] Published: 02/18/2010 Updated: 02/18/2010
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 08/06/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Why has this only one review??? I love your writing and this story is a favorite of mine! :)



Author's Response:

Thank you so much! You made my day! I haven't been online much lately, it's been a completely crazy summer, but I checked my inbox today for the first time in ages, saw this and smiled hugely. Came at just a time I needed it, to. Meant a lot to me. I'm very touched you enjoyed the story. :)

You Belong With Me by Dahliaxat Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

A song poem thing I wrote, many moons ago.  To the beat of Taylor Swift's song.

 

You Belong With Me


Categories: Ficlets, Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 230 Read Count: 1551
[Report This] Published: 03/06/2010 Updated: 06/02/2012
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed
Date: 06/02/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Don't apologize. Go where the muse takes you! I thought it was hella cute. ;)

Summary:

Doctor McCoy and Spock go Christmas shopping in a… particular kind of shop. Wrote centuries ago for the K/S advent calendar and never posted here! I am doing it now, don't laugh ;P

Sex toys mentioned but not used!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Established Relationship, Humor
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3313 Read Count: 16859
[Report This] Published: 03/26/2010 Updated: 03/26/2010
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 02/04/2013 Title: Chapter 1: On Doctors, Revenges and Christmas Gift

This story made me howl with laugther when I first read it. You captured the antagonism between McCoy and Spock so well. I LOVE this story. :)



Author's Response:

Thank you! :D I still adore it, to be honest... they are just too fun together xD

Kirk And Spock's Epic Adventures by SpirkTrekker42 Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 29]
Summary:

A collection of romantic and funny short oneshots. Ch. 1 - Spock apologizes to Kirk for throwing his father's death in his face during the Kobayashi Maru trial. Ch. 2 - Kirk tries to help Spock overcome an unusual fear.  Ch. 3 - Spock comforts Kirk after an away mission gone wrong.  Features Kid!Kirk.  Ch. 4 - Fun times in the Enterprise chat room, featuring CaptFine69 and ScienceIsFascinating. Ch. 5 - Jim confesses a story about his love life at the academy to Spock - and it's not what the Vulcan is expecting. Angsty fluff.  Ch. 6 - Set 25 years after XI. There's an intruder at Starfleet Academy and Kirk must protect his students while Spock rushes to help. Ch. 7 - Spock asks Kirk to evaluate their second Pon Farr - bittersweet.  Ch. 8 - Spock and Kirk go to a baseball game and end up on the kiss cam!  Ch. 9 - Kirk and Spock go to Baptist Church on Ash Wednesday.  Just for fun! Ch. 10 - Kirk dirty dances with Spock at a club.  Spock gets pissed and storms out.  Ch. 11 Spock catches Kirk watching a very special vid.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Story Type: Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 16329 Read Count: 16326
[Report This] Published: 04/30/2010 Updated: 04/11/2013
Reviewer: Pamdizzle Signed starstarstarstarstar
Date: 06/05/2012 Title: Chapter 8: The One With The Kiss Cam

LOL. Loved it. How about the one with the horses...I'm thinking Kentucky Derby since Spock just said he wouldn't rule out another sports event and because Bones used that analogy back when they hated each other, lol.

Or, if you don't want to jump into another sports event (even though horse racing is really all about rich, snooty people placing bets more than it is about athleticism, lol) why not the one with the peanuts (see anaphalactic shock) and the fired yeoman.

Or, the where Jim adopts a kitten. Or the one with the trench coat. Or the one with the candy cane and the Christmas Elf...seriously, I could do this ALL day. LOL