Story Type: Angst
Other Results: 78 Series
Stories
What Are The Odds by mattmetzger Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 31]
Summary:

Formerly known as 'Love and Fate.'

Spock is nearly killed in an accident, and it is immediately apparent that things are never going to be the same. Jim finds himself caught between two terrible outcomes, and about to take the greater of two evils.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Spock
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Caveat lector/Choose Not to Warn
Series: On Any Given Day
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15780 Read Count: 31418
[Report This] Published: 01/23/2011 Updated: 02/08/2011
What Comes Next? by Dahliaxat Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

Jim is uncertain about his friendship with Spock. Could there be more?


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61 Read Count: 3127
[Report This] Published: 11/21/2012 Updated: 11/21/2012
What Comfort Can We Find? by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

An AU. Spirk undying love, and grief. Major character death. Hinted at iminent Spones.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 701 Read Count: 529
[Report This] Published: 04/06/2017 Updated: 04/06/2017
What Do You Lack? by Dahliaxat Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Spock has been away from the humans for over two years now. He should be at peace. Is he?


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 123 Read Count: 971
[Report This] Published: 10/21/2012 Updated: 11/29/2014
What Do You Want From Me by rae1013 Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

5 times Spock broke Jim's heart and the one time he didn't.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, Abrams Universe
Warnings: Major character death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2099 Read Count: 8666
[Report This] Published: 03/19/2011 Updated: 03/19/2011
What Happened by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 2]
Summary:

An AU version of some aspects of The Search For Spock, and The Voyage Home... Also Amanda and McCoy chat. I thought I had finished this story, but I just added some lines, that reading through, I realised I meant to, but apparently hadn't. Jim and Spock and their love. Mpreg eventually.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, McCoy
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2568 Read Count: 1473
[Report This] Published: 11/26/2015 Updated: 11/26/2015
What Happened to Jim? by killajokejosie Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 12]
Summary:

Jim and Spock have been together for a short time, but in that short time they have been discreet...to everyone, but Doctor McCoy. Hence, the day he found out was the day the scarring and scaring began. He just wants to deal with it. They just want to have a somewhat normal relationship despite their ranks and their backgrounds. Sounds simple enough, right?

I believe, though I cannot be one hundred percent certain, that this popped into my head via a combination of the fact that my laptop's voice control only responds to Captain Kirk(this being discovered while I was watching Star Trek), a weird song by William Control, and the fact that despite my best efforts my computer occasionaly freezes on an image of two particular men in a particularly weird situation. ANYWAYS...

 


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: McCoy, Scott, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship, First Time, Fluff, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 10103 Read Count: 9957
[Report This] Published: 12/09/2013 Updated: 01/06/2014
What He Doesn't Know by Echomur Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

A short ficlet. A back and forth between Jim and Spock during a crisis. What they say...and what they don't.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 414 Read Count: 4419
[Report This] Published: 04/03/2012 Updated: 04/03/2012
What I Did for Love by CMM Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 474]
Summary:

Now Complete!!!!

This is an answer to Monster Eater's Mpreg + Amok Time and Journey to Babel challenge:

It has occurred to me that after Amok Time, Amanda and Sarek were probably informed about that Spock‘s bond to T’Pring was broken. What they don’t know was that Spock’s Pon Farr was still lurking at the surface and was not over.

Spock chose to mate/bond with Jim and during Pon Farr, Jim gets pregnant (I’m thinking that there is some kind of device or something in the future that allows men to carry children. The reason got it was because it could only be implanted until a certain age and Jim was thinking towards the future aka if he never found someone to marry, man or woman, then he could get a sperm donor and still have a kid.)

Cue Journey to Babel when Amanda and Sarek arrive on board along with another guest. Sarek has chosen Spock a more compatible mate than T‘Pring and they brought him/her along to start to bond with Spock.

Bonuses:

- Spock refuses to tell his parents that they are going to be grandparents/Jim’s baby is his because of the strained relationship with Sarek (Spock figures that he hasn‘t talked to them in 18 (?) years and that probably won't change because of a child) . He also doesn’t want his child to feel like s/he needs to purge themselves of emotion to get his acceptance/love.

- Jim gets hurt (in the episode he gets stabbed). Spock, of course, is worried/freaks out in his own Vulcan way. Maybe he relieves himself of command because he’s emotionally compromised OR McCoy tricks him by saying that Jim is in labor and Spock needs to get to Sick Bay ASAP.

 

I haven't done a TOS piece in awhile; it's time. Besides, maybe I can work in the Trouble with Tribbles and I, Mudd!

This time, Jim's not in love with Spock--not now, anyway. So away we go...


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Amanda, Chapel, McCoy, Sarek, Scott, Stonn, Sulu, T'Pring
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, First Time, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, MPREG, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Pon Farr
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: Mpreg + Amok Time & Journey to Babel AU
Series: Answered Challenges
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 67618 Read Count: 364838
[Report This] Published: 04/11/2012 Updated: 07/09/2012
What is Demanded? by Dahliaxat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary:

Jim and Spock are tortured separately, until they are both demanded to follow their captors.


Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk, Hurt Spock
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 94 Read Count: 1335
[Report This] Published: 08/27/2012 Updated: 08/27/2012
What Is It? by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 1]
Summary:

Uhura tells Jim some of his and Spock's truths.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 830 Read Count: 718
[Report This] Published: 04/22/2016 Updated: 04/22/2016
What is Kohlinar? by Leloi Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 6]
Summary:

Jim is uncertain about his future with Spock after what he saw in Spock Prime's mind on Delta Vega.

 


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Stonn
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Hurt Kirk, Kolinahr, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: Dubious consent, Non-consensual sex
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4834 Read Count: 5921
[Report This] Published: 03/24/2012 Updated: 03/24/2012
What is Love? by Dahliaxat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 3]
Summary: What does Spock think of love..
Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study, Established Relationship
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 179 Read Count: 1046
[Report This] Published: 12/27/2011 Updated: 12/27/2011
What Is Needed by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

A requested shower sex scene, in a slightly AU version of Original Series Trek... Jim is in pain. Spock eases that pain.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1115 Read Count: 1416
[Report This] Published: 07/30/2014 Updated: 07/30/2014
What Lies Beneath by Dahliaxat Rated: Mature Content (Teen) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 6]
Summary: In the episode Spectre of the Gun, Jim wonders what he truly felt after the meld before the last gunfight.
Categories: Poetry
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 86 Read Count: 867
[Report This] Published: 03/15/2012 Updated: 03/15/2012
What My Heart Desires by Dahliaxat Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 58]
Summary:

After the events of Spock's aborted marriage, he begins to be more drawn to the captain than before. Their friendship had been the glue that cemented their friendship and made them the most envious team in Starfleet.

But something happened during that exchange on that dry planet of Spock's birth. Something that has now also affected Jim in the process.

But deep down buried in Jim's past is something he never wished to reveal, now it seems he has no choice.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: None
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study, First Time, Hurt/Comfort
Trope (OPTIONAL): Hurt Kirk
Universe: AU Alternate Universe, ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Abuse, Chan or underage sexuality, Explicit violence, Non-consensual sex, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15625 Read Count: 23532
[Report This] Published: 10/29/2011 Updated: 11/06/2014
What Remains by Miltonway Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 59]
Summary:

In answer to Eimeo’s challenge

‘Anyone ever seen the magnificent film "Truly, Madly, Deeply", starring Juliet Stevenson and Alan Rickman? I'd love to see an AU K/S fic based on that. Basically, Kirk's lover, Gary Mitchell, has recently - and unexpectedly - died and he's having a hard time getting past his grief. While Kirk hovers on the verge of despair, Gary comes back to haunt him benignly and, surreptitiously, to help him move on. Because Kirk has just met a mysterious man named Spock, who could be so much more to him if he can just let go of Gary's memory and face up to a future without him...’

 

I’d like to say a big thanks to my betas, Aldora 89 and Fagur Fiskar, for all their hard work, enthusiasm and encouragement.  Thanks too, to Eimeo for posting the challenge. Not beta read from chapter 33 onwards.

 

Disclaimers – Neither ST or TMD belong to me.  One belongs to Mr. Roddenbury, and the other to Anthony Minghella and BBC Films.


Categories: Works in Progress
Characters: Chris Pike, Gaila, Gary Mitchell, McCoy, Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: K/S plus K/other or S/other, Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Challenges: "Truly, Madly, T'hy'la"
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 123722 Read Count: 14981
[Report This] Published: 02/12/2015 Updated: 04/13/2020
What Spock really wanted to say. by Tlema Rated: All Audiences starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 5]
Summary:

What was Spock going to say when Jim cut him off in that oh-so-important moment in the Narada incident?


Categories: Ficlets
Characters: Uhura
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk-Spock Friendship, Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Action/Plot, Angst, Character Study
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: Abrams Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 551 Read Count: 5399
[Report This] Published: 12/07/2010 Updated: 12/07/2010
What the Heart Remembers by Killa Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarhalf-star [Reviews - 17]
Summary:

A post-fal tor pan story written for the KSOF. Can heroes ever really go home again? Originally posted in 2002. Also appears in the zine Cyberdreams 1.


Categories: Fiction
Characters: Carol Marcus, Gillian Taylor, McCoy, Sarek
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Erotica, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): None
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 13810 Read Count: 9694
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2005 Updated: 09/05/2005
What True Love Can Do by Vulcan Lover Rated: ADULT (NC-17) starstarstarstarstar [Reviews - 4]
Summary:

Can also be read as possible conclusions to the 'Needed' story and 'Forever, I Am Yours, Forever.'

We meet Spock's new wife, but not for long. True Love is going to win out!

Chapter two now gives rise to the much needed love scene for this tale!!


Categories: Fiction
Characters: McCoy, Original Character(s)
Crossover Fandom: None
Genres: Kirk/Spock Pre-Slash, Kirk/Spock Slash
Other Languages: None
Specific movie: None
Story Type: Angst, Romance
Trope (OPTIONAL): Bottom Kirk, Bottom Spock, Pon Farr
Universe: Abrams Universe, AU Alternate Universe
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1755 Read Count: 2248
[Report This] Published: 06/11/2013 Updated: 12/15/2013