This is the story of Spocks illogical love for his captain, the events along the way and what happens when the captain finds out.

Cross-posted on Fanfic.net. Now Complete. 

S'Chn T'Gai Spock returns to Terra broken and disillusioned, following a disastrous mission. The intelligence core is splintered and impotent. Nothing is as it seems: with contacts disappearing into thin air, and vital information getting lost in transit, Spock is left wondering if anything in the Federation can be relied upon. Then, there are the attacks-- a series of cruel events that seem unrelated. That is, until a chance meeting at an Academy nightclub leads Spock closer to the truth.

JT didn't know what to expect returning to Earth for the first time in five years. Some things hadn't changed - his birth mom was out in the black, her husband was still a dick and his brother was still no where to be found. Somethings were definitely nothing near what he imagined. Like the Commander that took him in on little more than a whim and the elite Starfleet feeder school he was enrolled in. Or the cute Vulcan with a quiet mind.